I’m sorry to be such a bad blogger, but I must confess all week long I’ve been feeling horribly negative. Its not so much that I feel negative about myself or my life, more so that I sometimes just feel so overwhelmingly crushed by all the wrongs in the world, and I find myself depressed wondering how humanity can ever make up for the damage we’ve done. So rather that do anything creative this week essentially when I haven’t been at my practicum (which is going great by the way!) or in school, I’ve been moping, reading or hanging out with Cedric Diggory. Sometimes I just need time away from the cold outside world, so while 50 bunny pictures isn’t that exciting, unfortunatly its all I could manage this week. I’ve been exhausted with all the moving and changes in the last several months, and I just need a bit of a break!
I read somewhere that January 21st is supposedly the most depressing day of the year. Although it is actually the turning point in winter and the days are now getting longer, a study said that many people feel their most depressed at this time of the year, once the glitz and glamour of the holidays is gone, you’ve likely reneged on your new years resolution, and truly its just to damn cold outside to not be miserable! I hope the rest of you have not been suffering from SADD that way I have lately.. I cannot wait for summer, the days right now are too short to even have daylight to shoot outfit photos after work!
The days are getting longer now, its getting lighter, summer is coming… try to stay positive even in the middle of a deep freeze. In the meantime, close your eyes and think of the ocean.
in an attempt to stay positive and start the day off right, i changed my alarm… so far i still loathe getting out of bed in the morning.
sometimes i just lie in bed for hours thinkin bout stuff
JANUARY 18, 2013
ERNST V. ENCANA, ERCB, ALBERTA ENVIRONMENT
my grandma has been sending me regular updates via ipad from sunny mexico! i managed to organize my closet and finish my laundry, CEDRIC HELPED OUT A LOT.
back to bed – home from my first day of practicum!
i was doing homework but someone had other plans..
we snuggle lots, everybunny needs some bunny to love!
current reading material – quite a mix of literature
CHIN UP BUTTERCUP! still trying to beat my bad mood and insomnia, ignore the massive bags under my eyes!CEDRIC made a new friend Mr. Platypus (he hates me)living in calgary sometimes you just feel so sick of winter..
AINT NOBODY GOT TIME FO DAT!